It's early, another sleepless night - I remember going through life like this for many years and then once I made significant changes to my diet and lifestyle I started sleeping fine. So, this week stands out in many ways and serves as a reminder.
Of course there is something far deeper taking place here and the lack of sleep is only a symptom of it. Most of what is going through my mind over these last few days has everything to do with pulling apart and trying to fully understand this concept of wickedness.
What I am realizing is how much of this energy is acceptable even expected in certain quarters. Evil behavior can be considered funny, amusing, part of someone's character and phases people go through. Yet as we have seen in the past 24 hours - this is clearly not the case.
Evil is as evil does. When you spread evil intentions into the world, you leave a trail of destruction behind you. That destruction may consist of bad feelings, disappointment and discontent in the beginning however, negative energy being what it is, it will fester and anything that festers, grows.
I think we would be amazed and saddened by the amount of ill will rampant these days within our so called civil society. It comes from all levels and underneath every thought oozing out of the pores of people when they are bitter, selfish and vicious.
This energy then sticks to others like glue - and this is exactly what I have been trying to figure out. Why would this dark energy be taken on board so readily as if sucked up by those of us seeking something better in life - could it be because we don't recognize what it is?
Might it also be that we are steeped in it from birth and surrounded by this darkness to such an extent that it's hard to escape? This week I have been tracing it back to other times (and this lifetime) of various kinds of slavery.
We all know the history of humankind - slavery was and is rampant. Sure right now we believe we are free to do as we please and are free to enjoy our lives as we see fit. Yet, we go out to work for others, hating the jobs, often with the feeling we have no other choice.
To pay the bank for an overpriced house and other necessary 'luxury' items.
Then to soothe ourselves of our misery we eat sugar, drink caffeine, alcohol, smoke cigarettes, overeat rubbish foods and do far worse to our bodies to dull the dead empty ache deep inside. Ensuring we stay firmly within a dead end cycle of more destructive behaviour and pain.
All of this accomplishes one thing - it serves to keep down the higher levels of human consciousness. Anything that lowers your vibration will anchor you to those who feed off of your humanity (energy vampires) while you fill up on more darkness.
It's a cycle that is about to be broken - and not before time.
April
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| Ahhh... food! Can't wait until Solstice.... |
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