Working Through An Energy Block - Finding the Positive

Today has been a day of change (again!) not in a huge way…but just the subtle under currents have been shifting around. This of course will create major changes on the surface in due time.

One thing I have caught myself saying several times a day lately is “I don’t know’. Actually this is something new for me, mostly because I firmly believe that I do know, my body knows and the information comes up to the surface as I need it.

Of course this is coming in from somewhere else and is in the energy around me. I have been working away at this block it has created in my energy field (it’s been there for lifetimes) and my body and come up with some interesting things.

First of all – as this block shrinks a lot of old ideas, interests and dreams have come flooding back in to fill the gaps. Some of these wishes and hopes I have long since given up on or thought I could take them no further.

Another surprising element of removing this block is finding out how much it has affected my mind and therefore my thinking. This one particular block has very much been at the core of all my frustrations over the years, especially interfering with my work (we are what we think).

And it has revolved around one person (I was bullied as a child and even as an adult by this person) who has been a constant reminder of just how unsafe and open I was in my energy field.

Now that I am loosening these chains and finding the way forward, I not only feel like a new person…it sort of seems as if I am something different from what I had thought I was (does that make sense?) or only had glimpses of.

And yet, it’s not as if I don’t know myself….I guess what has been coming up to the surface are things I thought about, but dared not dream about. Parts of me buried so deeply, even I had forgotten they were there.

In a way that is the most positive thing I can say about the situation of being bullied – you learn to hide and store away all that is precious to you….once it is safe, it’s like a treasure chest has opened….

An unexpected bonus!

April

Imagination

These past few days have been bringing up some very interesting dreams - as there appears to be a bit of a clearing house taking place. I mentioned this phase of Food, Fast & Feast a few days ago, post Master Cleanse a lot takes place, in many ways far more then during the cleanse itself.

This time around has been very significant for me, as obstacles, blocks, stuckness and all these other feelings of being held back in life are being tackled one at a time and then removed from my way. Of course this involves participation on my part as well as the recognition of exactly what is taking place.

One thing that I have been realizing is that I have been carrying dreams around that are not mine, just the same as any other energy imprint, taking on someone else's energy will not only slow you down it will fester and create a block in your energy field. 

How many dreams do we carry that are not entirely our own, perhaps bits and pieces of hopes and desires that have become interwoven with our own from someone else's life. It is important to take some time after a cleanse and sort out exactly what is yours and what can be returned to sender.

This is an important weeding out process and should be taking place (often!) in all areas of our lives and bodies. In the same way that a detox cleans out old debris and toxins from the tissues, on an energetic level, it should also affect and begin to clean out all other aspects of our beings.

One other point that I wanted to make here as well - is do not compromise on your goals, dreams, hopes or desires. During this weeding out, make certain that you hold onto what is yours. There is always a way forward, you can and will have exactly what you want in life-  you have to keep moving and working steadily towards this end.

Some years ago, a well meaning friend sat me down and told me to narrow my focus, whittle down my larger then life dreams into one or at the most, two things and let go of the rest. Needless to say, this person is no longer a part of my life, but my dreams remain.  

Not one part of me or my hopes will be left behind.

Have a lovely day

April

One baby duck