Trust, Persistance and Determination

Unofficially it is day 3 of my little detox - I still feel as if I am keeping this a fairly low profile - I haven't even told myself yet! LOL And I am still only taking in water... perhaps today I will make some cleanse juice and get this show on the road.

However, it does feel nice to just have some space and time to quietly reflect as I walk this path on my own. No one else in the house is joining me on this cleanse for a few days yet. So it feels like this is a part I have all to myself.

It's kind of nice too - but for some strange reason I had been thinking it would be far harder to go it alone. I am so used to having the camaraderie of others when I do these cleanses. Perhaps walking this first week or so on my own will provide me with insights and time to process through things not touched on otherwise.

Yesterday was definitely a testing day - my patience and ability to persist at what I choose to do have been put to the test. It all started with the goats....they are such lovely creatures but stubborn and of course we are all just getting to know each other.

Getting these goats back into their stalls in the evening has been hit and miss - a couple of times they just walked right in and settled down. However the rest of the time - no way. They were not going in until they felt it was time and that was final.

So, persistence and patience all round - of course then I was questioning the wisdom of having such large animals at this time. Falling back to an old pattern of thinking - the things I want to do and have are not the best.

But of course they are. This is simply a learning curve for us and them as we all get to know each other.  For the most part I think they were testing me to see how far they could push while they figure out what kind of people we are.

Perhaps this is the kind of persistence we all need - they were interested in the trees and shrubs in the paddock. Nothing was going to take them from their snack - not even a treat. Once it grew dark, they were ready to go into the barn for the night.

Simple really. If we had that same kind of determination and focus - but at the same time trust that the warm safe place is there at the end of the day - it might all just work out perfectly.

April 

In the paddock....

Times of Spiritual Testing...

Today has been another interesting day - perhaps lessons in patience and persistence. I often wonder just how far I will take this and how long I will keep going and when I will finally be 'there'. I know I will get to where I want to be eventually...

Such is my faith in my dreams, my abilities and my own body as guide along this path I am walking. However, there are days that really test that faith and leave me wondering how much more or how much further must I travel down this road.

Does any of this sound familiar to you? Are you having similar days of being 'tested' to see how you fare or how easily you might give up. I have a feeling that the entire point here is to not give up no matter what life throws at you.

To not only not give up but to not change, not give in and not compromise one dream, one hope, one wish or desire - stay the course so to speak and see what comes your way. 

Today I am still fasting - actually I am debating whether or not to carry on and do a full out Master Cleanse - I still have yet to decide what I would like to do. Right now things are coming up to the surface for me fast and furious and I actually love it.

It feels as if something is moving - so I don't want to spoil this for anything. If things are going well - don't stop what you are doing but keep moving towards you final goal. And my goal is to keep this energy moving right now.

So, I guess I am to carry on, at least for now - time's of testing can be quite interesting and throw us somewhat however, they will prove your worth - most importantly to yourself.

April

Patterns of Limiting Self Belief

Today I am getting back to myself after the week or so off from well, nearly everything! After our last cleanse it was a welcome break - and I just loved all the baking, cooking and eating...But now I am ready to get back into the swing of things.

So, today is a fast day, tomorrow, well we'll see when that day comes how it will be. If I was to go with what I am feeling right now I could nearly say that I should start my 20 day Master Cleanse and just get going with it.

I am looking forward to moving more deeply into the core of my being. That is exactly where I feel I am heading at this moment. My dreams are all indicating something very deep coming up to the surface as well as finally some breakthroughs I have been hoping for.

One of the most significant things I have realized recently - and in years past I have done quite a bit of work around it - is how when people close to you, don't believe in you and criticize your beliefs, the toll this can take on the spirit.

I am not even certain I have phrased it properly - so perhaps it is better to give an example. For myself, I have been repeatedly told by the aunt who raised me that I was nothing, a nobody and would not amount to anything.

For other people perhaps words were not spoken but a complete lack of belief in their abilities has been implied and then acted upon. As another example, I know someone who is very capable and highly intelligent, yet was pushed into menial work and encouraged to stay there.

He has fought all of his life since to get out of those positions, to educate himself (because his family refused, he wasn't worth it) and to find his own inner self-belief. Now, he has degrees and is in the process of following his own dreams. 

The power of hateful words from someone who is supposed to love and support you is soul destroying.  

I couldn't imagine even thinking that my children were incapable of something marvelous and fantastic in this world and indeed I will do all I can to support their dreams and hopes. Come to think of it, they are already amazing human beings!

This may give you some idea of where my head is at right now - in the perfect space to clear, unravel and do a Master Cleanse with this theme in mind. Right now I am still finding these spaces within myself, a place that holds my own worth that can be guide me forward on my path. 

April

Turkeys in the pen, eyeing up my camera!

Inter-generational Energy Transference

I had dreams of energy all night and the irony is so did my husband - usually when that happens with such synchronicity we are about to break through into something new and different. Hopefully to some other side of these walls of resistance.

In my dreams I was sitting in a room where people were speaking about energy with some explaining how the energy field worked and that you could only take on energy from the previous first generation. Of course I was bursting with some additional facts concerning inter-generational energy transference via DNA and especially mitrochondrial DNA..... 

But I was holding back a little, perhaps wondering if anyone would listen or understand. When I woke up I kew that this is one of the (many) ways I hold myself back in life. I don't always speak about these things I know so well.

I have been studying, examining, working with and analyzing the human energy field for more than 25 years. As a Medical Intuitive, the better my diet is, the better I care for myself and the more I clear and cleanse my own body - the better I can see, hear and understand what is taking place within and around these electromagnetic fields.

The inter-generational aspects of moving energy forward are vital components of how human fields function - for both good and ill. We will certainly bring forward all the negative patterns from times past such as famine or health miasms.

But more importantly we also carry forward spiritual aspects of our humanity - our collective history, destiny and purpose here on this planet. This information might be loosely organized within our energy fields but it is still there and part of who we are. 

They are activated and woken up through the memory capacity of water (within and taken in) - but that is another post! 

How much these pieces of information help or hinder us in our lifetimes here often have to do with several other factors such as the state of toxicity within our bodies. When we have high toxicity within our cells and tissues - we produce an energy field with the same attributes. 

If you want to have a healthy functioning energy field (it all starts there) the best approach is to clean up your diet. Start from scratch, teach yourself to eat properly, heal your body first and then you can tackle other deeper or bigger issues. (My book called How to Detox and Heal your Body details how I started out on this path many years ago)

Your mission, purpose and destiny will not be revealed to you until you are in a place to act on it. You have to be healthy and safe for that to happen. 

April

Universal Energy Laws 

Closing the Energy Leaks

It's still early in the day and my dreams from last night are so fresh in my mind.  It was as if I had been dreaming all night about the same people and situation - something from very long ago. Right now I am feeling quite pleased because maybe I am getting to the heart of a matter.

Perhaps the single biggest obstacle in my life has been one of the person who bullied me as a child, who has had a hold over my energy for all of my life. I have not seen or had anything to do with this person in over a decade - but she still has dominated my dreams and my energy field.

The biggest single drain on my energy resources - which had been obvious to myself and even to those whom I used to work with in an energetic capacity years ago. They could hardly believe this was possible to such an extent.

Oh, but it is, because I wake up most days and feel as if I have been drained of everything. I can wake up in the mornings feeling tired, grumpy and not myself. Knowing immediately it is 'her' and then work at closing the energy leaks as my day wears on.

For the most part these days with the fasting and advanced energy work, I am able to combat this particular energy vampire - however it has felt in the past as if I was making little or no headway. And it has taken me nearly a year of repeatedly doing cleanses to finally get down to the heart of this.

So, right now, I am pleased. My work on myself is paying off. My dreams are showing me things are changing - last night I was deep into my shadow side making the changes necessary. 

Once more proof that persistence and patience do indeed pay off - keep going after your intended goal. Don't let anything put you off or slow you down and you will get there. Simply because you have worked for it and created the change yourself.

That is magic in action!

April

The Pagan Diet 

Energy of Food - Law Of Attraction at Work

Today I am watching the birds eat seeds from a feeder my daughter insisted we build for them. And I am marveling at the fact that they are not worried - or at least don't appear to be. They have no worries for food, shelter and how to live their lives.

We are apparently the only creatures on this planet who seem to be worried about how to feed ourselves, where to live, what to do with our time and all that goes on inside of our heads in-between each distressing thought.

Does it really have to be this way or are we socially conditioned to believe we need to be worrying, fretful and concerned about how to survive? Perhaps these birds don't live very well - are they hungry all the time, do they eat poorly and wonder why they are cold?

Or is there not a thought of fear in their heads when it comes to food - because they are too busy trying to survive from predators? Who are our predators - surely as humans we are the top of the food chain, we can't possibly have someone or anything preying on us.....

In the energetic fields we certainly do have energy vampires - they are 'humans' who actively seek out the weak, vulnerable or down trodden amongst us and if they like something they see, they take it. Then they proceed to entertain themselves at our expense while they bleed us dry.

These days, this sounds like the neighborhood bankers and any number of financial institutions people the world over are struggling to support under increasingly heavy burdens. The only way that we have found to get out from under some of this energy grab is to exit off of the food grid....

Yes, it all does boil down to the food we are eating. You are exactly what you eat and more - you are the energy of the food you eat. When that energy is filled with fear, worry, stress and boredom from fearful employees - you take that on too.

Then, with the Law of Attraction being such a force in our world - you will attract the energy that fills you up. Or you will draw to yourself the same vibration you are carrying most in your organs, tissues and cells. 

An energy vampire is good at taking the best from you and leaving you with little or nothing to live on. Then they can fill up with higher vibration energy at your expense...It really is very simple and unfortunately all too familiar.

Now, what to do about it - today make your own food from scratch, source raw ingredients and eat nothing processed. Try it and see what happens.

April 

Goose with big feet at Fota Park

Standing in Your Own Power

We are truly nearing the end of this feast season and it feels as if the year itself is winding down - it certainly does seem to be going out with a bit of a bang so far. Storms and extreme weather coinciding with special dates on the calendar ..... hmmm. Interesting.

Perhaps at the end of the day it is no accident that such a huge storm system (an energy changer for sure) rolls into the world when ever things are being shaken up and altered. The earth does ultimately work alongside us and is obvious to those who care to pay attention.

To think that this living organism we reside on is but a passive observer to all the happenings for good or ill - would be such a waste of a connection. Of course she is involved, perhaps even far more than we realize.

Today in the aftermath of natures' forces, at the very least we are humbled while many are pulling together to get lives back to normal. Or, is that even be the option here? Normal life. What does that mean exactly?

Perhaps if this means living in such a manner that when a storm comes rolling in and slams into us - we cannot cope with heat, light, food and basic needs because of the circumstances we have placed ourselves into.

By this I mean - a number of years ago my intuition told me to get out of living in a town or city. Move to the country, work at raising my own food, have a well, a separate heat source and in general live sustainably. Off the food grid as much as possible. 

We have taken years building ourselves up to this as far as skill learning, obtaining tools, livestock, education and developing our own methods and ideas. For the most part, a lifestyle such as this is driven by a desire to be healthy. Of course, there are other advantages.

These storms will come - are they more ferocious and extreme at this time? Perhaps. However, no matter what you believe, life might become increasingly difficult for many who are left high and dry without the means to heat their houses or to get clean water because of this weather. 

Basics such as these are a must - and perhaps we must do far more for ourselves in this regard. When you find yourself in a position of not needing to out source infrastructure because you have developed your own - you are standing in your own power. 

It's a great place to be!

April