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Showing posts with label energy drain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label energy drain. Show all posts

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Energy Vampires.....Leave You With Nothing in Reserve


These days I find myself back onto the subject of Energy Vampires with some further insights and deeper understanding of how they may be operating in our lives….some of the most common questions are, just what have they stolen from us, and where, how, why is it being taken?….

Well, this subject has come up for me time and again over these past few weeks. I have spoken to quite a few people as well, about the seemingly modern day problem of vampires and their own experiences with it.

For one thing….it appears to be getting worse (or at least we are far more aware of it) and there is an obsession (just look at what people are watching, reading and writing about) with vampires, ghouls, monsters and the zombies they create.

That’s right – many of us who have been leaking energy, under attack and drained of our life force are empty shells (zombies) walking around in a thick haze of nothingness.

The land that time forgot, these spaces in-between are places we humans get stuck in (feeling blocked/stuck in life?) once we have been accessed and then left ‘frozen’ (fear, pain, grief, loss, emptiness) by the many energy sucking entities roaming the earth.

This is taking place because we are allowing our essence or life force to ebb away with a steady diet of sterile, dead, plastic manufactured foods as well as walking around with guts that have never been sealed. But, this just goes hand in hand with our sterile, empty, plastic manufactured life, doesn’t it…..

Our guts, bodies, skin, inner and outer beings are not meant to be sterile (or wide open!). We are part of the living forces of this planet and as such should be fully caught up in all dimensions of aliveness taking place here.

The more we dampen down our internal gut flora, lessen our own immune defences and response as well as continue to consume food, water and air devoid of life’s essential elements – well, we just invite the energy vampires to take over, because let’s face it…..

If you’re not using it (life force), someone else is. It’s like an open door…..the nasty bugs, viruses and microscopic whatnot’s are just waiting for any opportunity (they are opportunistic organisms!) to jump in and take over.

Some of the symptoms of being drained by energy vampires are lack of interest, tiredness, unable to focus or concentrate, loss of creativity, change in facial features (especially eyes, skin), weight gain, hormone imbalance, IBS, chronic infections, and a sense of feeling badly (remorse?) about something…..

I have seen this come up repeatedly in people who reach their ‘maximum’ output where work/life/living is concerned. For example, they push themselves to do a little bit extra and then crash due to lack of energy.

There are simply no reserves (they have been siphoned off).

So….keep taking those antibiotics, drugs, Deadly Nightshades and the medication that you don’t need, instead of making changes to your diet, lifestyle and attitude. I hear zombieland is open for business…..

April 
Turtle in the grass - out for a walk

Friday, 15 March 2013

Breaking Through Parasitic Energy Patterns...


I am still moving ahead – day 25 today of this parasite cleanse – and feeling a bit tired today. For the most part I am taking it fairly easy, resting when necessary but for the most part it’s life as usual.

One thing has become quite clear over these past few days however which I am finding very interesting – and that is I am aware of where the parasites are located. I can sort of feel them.

And perhaps I have for a long time – a few general areas where they are likely to be concentrated such as the bowel, stomach and some muscle tissue. I am looking forward to having these areas much clearer as well.

Right now it’s as if there is still a phase of die off – I expect there to be something again around day 28 as well. In keeping with the parasite life cycles – the wormwood tea will have them dying off at a steady rate.

Some things that are coming up for me are more draining relationships in my own life and especially in the work I have been doing. Energy is often going out but not coming back in equally to balance the equation.

Of course this is something I have long wanted to address and now hopefully will get at the roots of more of these energetic patterns that have pulled me down for so long.

And it’s also about personal power – when we are standing in our own power we are more free to make appropriate choices to reflect our own expectations but more importantly our needs and wants.

How many times in a day do we do things we would rather not do (and no I don’t mean housework LOL) – perhaps it’s a job or another relationship situation that has been unhealthy in some way yet we feel we cannot remove ourselves from it.

This is classic parasitic behaviour – we feel used, pulled down, the life sucked out of us. And as if there is nothing we can do about it. Perhaps it is time we did….

 April

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

This is Your Year - Your Mountain is Waiting

Today is the first day of the New Year - and it promises to be really something. I think nearly everyone can feel the freshness, difference and higher vibration energy that is now circulating around the planet. However, these early days of new frequency mean it will stir up a few old patterns and cause some of us distress or to be ungrounded.

If you are feeling like your mind is all over the place - it's because it is being pulled in several different directions. There are entities vying for your attention (by way of keeping you from moving forwards) or the best way to understand it is that there are those out there who would have a piece of you and will stop at nothing to get that feed of energy...

So why is this and why does our world work in such a way? I have long pondered these things as I have worked in and around energy fields for more then 25 years. Why is it that something or someone seeks what they don't have and feels as if they can just take a part of someone else's life....

What in essence is really taking place here is your life force is being drained and you are being kept as a slave. The fundamental parts of you are (have always been) being accessed without your permission and your energy is being diverted to fuel someone else's goals.

Thus, you are needed right where you are as a source of energy (read my books Closing Energy Leaks or Universal Energy Laws for more information). And look around you - what are you a slave to? (television, news, sugar, coffee, fear, cigarettes, drugs, alcohol???)

If it makes it any easier you can also look at it another way - when you 'work' for someone else - this doesn't always mean with pay either - then you are busy pursuing their dreams, hopes, wishes and goals. And ensuring the agenda of anyone (other then you) gets carried out, moved forward and acted upon.

In the meantime your own dreams (hopes, wishes and desires) get shelved for another day (or another lifetime). 

One of the only ways to reverse this issue once and for all, is to regain access to each of these areas (dimensions) within your body, mind and soul. These are regions where energy blocks exist and you are locked out. I have personally found that the only way to do this completely is to eat properly (cut out all toxins), exercise, use herbs for food and medicine and to detox by way of fasting.

And I have tried absolutely everything else over the years while walking this path, working on myself and continuously healing my inner worlds. These methods work - if this is what you are seeking, it's easiest to start making changes to your diet and then go from there.

Perhaps this is your year - come on, your mountain is waiting!

April

Universal Energy Laws - How to Protect Your Self 

Thursday, 13 December 2012

Finding Peace this Season

Today is day 10 of my detox and I am doing well. Yesterday turned out to be quite an interesting day after all, however, it started out with the energy of something I couldn't quite put my finger on. It took me nearly all day, but I finally could name what it was.

It was wickedness. I even had to look it up to get an accurate definition just to see what I was experiencing. It's as if I had found a thread and now I had the work of unraveling to do to get to the bottom of this ill will.

My day was not altogether unpleasant, I was just subjected to someone's malicious intent, when I wouldn't do what they wanted me to do. Of course, if you know anything about me by now, I have a mind and a will of my own (multiply that by a few in our house!) and I do as I see fit.

That being said, doesn't mean I don't do things for others - I just will not do something that will compromise, damage or otherwise short change myself or my family. At one time - I did, as a matter of course, it seemed to have been built into me in some way...

I always ended up with the short end of the stick and so did my family because I could not say no even when it was to something that could potentially drain me. Well, this week I said no - and boy was there a backlash.

The amount of darkness and evil intent that has surfaced has been profound. Even though this is a difficult part of the path to walk through I am glad it is coming up to the surface (this detox is working!). At least now it will finally clear - hopefully once and for all.

Obviously this has been a very big pattern in my life and I see it in so many others lives especially this time of the year - see if this fits you: 

Receive an invitation to someone's house or to be expected to go out for a social function, grumble and complain about them, not wanting to go. End up going because you feel you have to and then complaining some more about the people, what was said, done or wasn't said.

Does any of this sound familiar? Well, for me it meant tying up precious energy but far more then that, not living in integrity. Who was I really kidding by spending time around people I had no connection with and at the end of it all, I didn't even like. They didn't like me either, it was 'social' thing....and the biggest energy drain in our lives because we are participating in a false relationship.

Perhaps this year be on the lookout for drama, energy sapping social engagements and do something else instead - you might just find a little more peace in your life in it's place....

April


Cloved Oranges I am working on with the children...