The Magic We are Made Of....

Today the word certainty has been going through my mind - and I am remember events, times and places where I knew in my heart (body?) that if I persisted long enough there would be a good ending. Perhaps even a great result.

One of my memories was on the birth of my daughter....I would not even read a negative birth story or entertain that anything other then a perfect healthy delivery and baby would be mine when she was ready to come into this world.

And it was, she was and still is practically perfect in every way (just like Mary Poppins!) LOL 

Well, perhaps for a lot of us it's another one of those times in life. A time of testing, trials, something that asks so much of you, there is a deep pool doubt on the horizon. Yet, we all probably know from experience that anything we set our minds to, we can accomplish.

But that means we really engage our minds, align our body and soul with a singular purpose and then get down to the task at hand. I think the key word here is to do the work. Just like anything else worthwhile in this world - if you want it bad enough, and are willing to work hard to make it happen well....

It's not all about luck. We make our own luck with this formula as well as reach new levels of awareness within ourselves. This is really what walking a spiritual path is all about - finding, challenging, creating and reinventing who we are, each step of the way.

Today is day three of my detox and already some deep issues are rising up to the surface. And I couldn't be happier about it, they do seem to be around faith, hope and determination; which have been tested before, so I know what I am made of.

Doing a deep detox such as this, takes you into the bones of what lies underneath that knowing and determination - it leads you back to it's source. Perhaps through lifetimes and throughout the Universe. Our bodies are sort of magical like that....  

April

Daffodils - harbinger of spring

Most of Us Are Just Unconscious....

Do you ever feel like you are living in an information vacuum? As if there is something going on behind the scenes - perhaps even a lot of somethings....and we are not ever fully informed of them. Perhaps nearly all the time, events take place - maybe some big life altering ones and because we are not told about them....we don't get a chance to react, or change or even ride the wave.

Well, we just never know do we. 

Or, perhaps there are those of us who do know. I wake up most mornings and just know that something significant has taken place in the world or the Universe at large. Years ago I would check the news - scour the reels in fact, to put some words to what I was sensing. 

More often then not, I found nothing. It took me a long time to come to trust my own intuition about these things (and to stop reading, trusting or seeking out 'news') and to know not only are things not what they seem, we are also not told the truth about much of anything.

Basically there are events, world changing occurrences and decisions being made on our behalf - that will affect our lives directly - which we are not party to. Nor would we even agree to most of them, or perhaps understand all the different threads of energy that result from them.

Until now. This is a light year - all odd numbers are light dimension (as opposed to shadow dimensions) which usually means the things hidden from view have an opportunity to be seen or witnessed for what they are.

But this is no ordinary light year - we have passed through the gates of comprehension and into a world of understanding. Humanity has matured a little bit, grown up somewhat over this past decade - and a good many of us have broken through the fear barrier. 

Today I read an odd statement - it went something like this - 'there are no real witnesses, because if you see something you are a participant'. I have been mulling that one over all day - sounds like something some one thought up in an effort to confuse and cover the facts.

We are all witnesses. Things take place before our very eyes each and every day whether we understand them or not. But what is more, even when we do not see them, everything is still known to us, at some level. 

And no, we are not participants. Most of us are just unconscious. 

April

Natural Christmas Tree....

Full Moon Magic

I love the days leading up to a full moon (Saturday is a full moon), especially this time of year when the world is balancing between light and dark with the dark finally overtaking. Today I can feel the magic in the air and I have been dreaming of bunnies and small creatures.

You know how some days are just special? Well, today is one of them, it is a day for change, creating and moving forward in many ways. Of course there are lots of roads opening up to those of us who are seeking them.

All that's required right now is to choose one or two of these paths and start walking - further up ahead we will find specific directions telling us which way to turn, what to do next and how to keep up the momentum.

At this point in time, movement, motion, and momentum are what is important - keeping the energy flowing in a healthy body. In this way there is little room for more blocks to form and indeed we are working away at dissolving old tangles long holding us back.

So, on a day like today, during a week such as this, we have finally run out of excuses for staying where we are. Now there is no time like this moment to stand up, start walking, running or crawling towards our hopes, wishes and desires.

All it takes to shift the energy in this Universe is one small step forward - one tiny decision to be who we are and to follow the calling within our hearts. Then, there is not any force strong enough to stop us.

The time to move is now

Have a magical day!

April

Opening up to the sun

Mind Worms and Spirit

Yesterday felt to be such a normal day for me, yet by the time I went to bed last night it was as if something very significant had happened. I felt as if I had broken through yet another layer of resistance and energy blocks. 

For nearly all of my life I have believed I am an 'all or nothing' kind of person and have often said those words or had them said to me. But, what went along with that was another underlying belief that I needed things to be a little difficult.

I am not sure where those beliefs came in from, I would tell people the opposite - yet they have persisted in my life. Actually these past few months I have been throwing out a few limiting mind worms that have seemingly moved in and taken over. 

Each of these appear to be about 'the Universe' - as if this was some other worldly entity I have no contact with and no say whatsoever in. It's funny how we get this into our heads that if the Universe wants this or that - then that is how it will be.

Such an unhealthy, passive and nonspiritual way to live! And so many of us have bought into it. Well not anymore and not for sometime on my end. I don't like to feel limited by this thought - that someone or something else other then me has any influence or control over what I am doing next.

This doesn't even sound right. When we think about it more deeply, we can clearly see how the Universe must be some part of us - then if this is the case, how can it be working against us or not bringing us our hearts wishes and desires?

Unless, someone else (or something else) has set themselves up as the Divine Universe and are operating from a  parallel world? Possible? Of course. Another scenario might be how our internal communication and ability to create (energy potential) have been harnessed by other energies such as nasty bacteria or toxins from yeast for example. 

Then, with something else firmly in the command centre, we are heavily influenced by whatever they need us to think, believe, fear or worry about. Usually these are any spiritually limiting thoughts such as - when the Universe wants it, walking the path is supposed to be difficult (all the time), not knowing if something is right or wrong...and any other confusion along the way.

In my experience so far, as long as I am eating non toxic foods (remove any drug such as caffeine, alcohol, sugar, Night Shades, chemicals etc.) drinking clean water, exercising and generally listening to my body - the things I want are what my spirit also wants. 

Such as to follow my dreams, make them happen and allow my life to play out as I see it. Not through the eyes of anyone else.

Well that's me, off and running! 

April

Thyme drying in the kitchen

Imagine....If

Imagine if all you had to do (all that was really required of you) was to follow your dreams? Your entire life, the time you are given here on this earth, your energy and all of your focus - was meant to be spent on exploring, understanding, fine tuning and following your heart's desires to the ends of the Universe?

What if each and every day we could get up and intuitively know what to do to create, pursue and build secure foundations on which to grow these dreams and then make them happen. And what if every single person on this planet was provided with a box of fairy dust out of which only good would come for themselves while benefiting many others?

In this world magic for the greater good would be common place, people would accomplish great and still greater things throughout their lifetimes always striving for the best with ever expanding hearts and minds. Delightful dealings of love and heartfelt warmth would abound in this dreamworld. 

How many of us would then be living a life unhappy or dissatisfied with the results of poor planning, lack of energy and failure due to interference from outside sources? If our dreams were standing before us right now would they be crying from neglect, ragged and hungry from lack of input or far worse are they left lying by the roadside of our spiritual path long dead because we have given up on them?

Today is another fasting day for me - I felt that I was onto something deep inside and space was needed to allow this to gently come up to the surface. So, this week I am planning to take a few days and just focus on my fasting, walking, gentle exercise while following a dream into a magical place.

Rarely have I ever taken the time and allowed myself the space to just follow my heart to the final destination and see where it takes me - but this week I am doing just that. Listening and following with an open mind and walking through open doors...

I will keep you posted on where I end up,

April

I believe in a dream