It has always been NOW, but never more NOW, then now....

Today has been another wonderful day of sunshine!! Love this weather – it’s still not that warm however, but oh well, at least I can see the sun in the sky and that means a lot after (how many years has it been???) and no, it’s not even funny anymore…

So, that’s the weather sorted. It will be a glorious summer with heat and sunshine for all. Well, at least for those who want it. If someone wants rain – they are welcome to it, we can send all rain your way for the next few months.

Wouldn’t it be wonderful if it was actually that easy to shift the weather around the planet to wherever it is needed….imagine! How balanced and restorative that would be for the earth, not to mention those of us who live here.

There would still be seasons – cold, wet, dry, dark and light – just in the appropriate amounts. But, the world and her peoples would finally be working together in a harmonic wave of higher consciousness.

Of course, this is exactly what is coming our way. If the weather is changing (and it is), if the earth is gearing up for upheaval (and it is) if people are sensing something new on the horizon (and they are) it’s only because it is about time.

This time we are living in, right now (it has always been now, but never more NOW then now, if you know what I mean) this is IT. This is the time we have been waiting for, the time that has been talked about, written about and worried over.

The change is well upon us – and so many of us are blessed to be here, to bear witness to this shift in our reality and to be a part of something greater then ourselves (yet, it lives within and IS who we are).

If you have been sitting on a fence, waiting for things to change in your life, hoping and wishing things might be different or better… Well, now is the time to stand up, get on one side or the other and start moving.

There is no time like NOW.

April

My garden fairy blowing bubbles...

All Roads Lead to Now

Right now I can feel that I am deep in the middle of a detox cycle - and things have been rising up to the surface fast and furious for me. My strategy of course, is to keep extra busy and deal with each feeling, sense, ache or whatever, as it arrives.

Which is the only thing you can really do when in the middle of a deep detox. I still don't have an abundance of physical symptoms - instead I think most of them are energetic - which is a new one for me and quite different.

In fact this entire cleanse has been different from the beginning - only today I woke up this morning and thought to myself that I had finally settled into it! LOL So, things are moving, shaking and working their way up to the surface.

One thing that is worth mentioning as well is how many dreams I am having - during any detox I often have nights where I seemingly dream all night long. And this time is no exception. But, during this past week, I have had such vivid dreams and I haven't had anything like this in a long time.

I only hope they continue! One other thing about these dreams is how much they are telling me as if it's a running commentary on where I am right now, the stage of the cleanse and where I am going with all of this.

One night I even had a dream of me telling a group of friends that I would see them when the cleanse was over and that I was doing so well. My body is certainly focused on the NOW - in perhaps the way only our bodies can.

Reminds me constantly to keep my attention on what I am doing, what I am hoping to achieve and that all roads lead to now.

April

Hawthorne berries 

Moving Through Time - Integration into Now

It's been a long, but good day, the kind of day we should be having far more often - one full of smiles, pleasant thoughts and hope. Perhaps I have reached a stage in my detox right now (day 13) where I am finally settling into the routine of it and I feel more myself...

It's funny how that happens. I am doing these cleanses to get myself back into my body, to regain what has been lost, taken or left behind. I have long said I want all of me here - present and accounted for. And I will stop at nothing until that happens.

Years ago when the new age buzz words were - 'being present', I used to read books on the subject and then put them down thinking - well, that's all great, but, how do I do it? The words are lovely, the concept is sound, but how do I become fully present in the here and now?

Of course then my body started showing me the energetic facts about integration. And the rest is history as they say. The purpose of integration is to bring pieces and parts of ourselves back from where ever they are - into the now.

This is no small task either. I wonder if there is any greater undertaking then to seek out to become fully present...then again, it does appear to be something that is gained with walking a spiritual path, working within our energy fields and certainly solidified during deep tissue cleansing such as this.

So, today was a good day because I was so present within it. I was so 'here' that I never even realised it until now when at long last I sit down to write and take a breather. It feels as if something has come together, I have arrived from some distant shore and now, well.....

All there is, is now.

April

Moving through time...