This
week has been exceptionally busy….however I am getting better and better at
being organized so usually things go very well. I guess for me it’s all about
adjustment – this part of the spiritual path is quite different from any other
and it has taken me a few weeks (months?) to figure out why.
These
days my life is coming back together (well, it’s about time!) both in expected
and unexpected ways. Of course, over the years I have been very busy dreaming,
planning and hoping for this time, but now that it is here……
Well,
it’s a little bit disconcerting.
Or strange.
And I
am feeling as if I am still waiting for things to cave in or the bottom to fall
out…..or perhaps something even more then that.
Even
though I am anticipating something great, that my life is coming back, growing,
shifting, changing and taking shape and I am in awe of what is taking place. If
anything I am still learning how to walk this new path – on this part of the
journey I must deal with all I have carried in my heart……
For so
very long I have not really lived or felt anything too deeply (the uncertainty
and insecurity covered everything)…..not that I was shut down or anything. My heart
was guiding me and leading me, however some of those inner doors to the
profound were tightly closed.
Now,
in this new place I have to re-learned (energy re-pattern) how to let those
doors open. Let my guard down and relax into this new pace of life changing events
I have set for myself.
My heart
was strong enough to guide me this far…..and I know it is strong enough to take
me the rest of the way. Now, where did I put that inner map!
April
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| ducks in the herb garden |
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